Thursday, January 25, 2007
It's the hardest thing
I'll ever have to do
To look you in the eye
And tell you i don't love you
It's the hardest thing
I'll ever have to lie
To show no emotion
When you start to cry
I can't let you see
What you mean to me
When my hands are tied
And my hearts not free
--xin xin--
Sunday, January 21, 2007
Her name is Noel
I have a dream about her
She rings my bell.
I got gym class in half an hour
and oh how she rocks
in Keds and tube socks.
But she doesn't know who I am.
And she doesn't give a damn about me
Cuz I'm just a teenage dirtbag, baby
Yeah I'm just a teenage dirtbag, baby
Listen to Iron Maiden, baby...with me. Ooh.
Her boyfriend's a dick
He brings a gun to school
He'd simply kick my ass if he knew the truth.
He lives on my block
and he drives an IROK
And he doesn't know who I am
And he doesn't give a damn about me
cuz I'm just a teenage dirtbag baby
Yeah, I'm just a teenage dirtbag baby.
Listen to Iron Maiden, baby...with me. Ooh.
Ooh yeah...dirtbag.
No she doesn't know what she's missin'.
man I feel like mold
It's prom night and I am lonely lo and behold
She's walkin' over to me this must be fake
My lip starts to shake
How does she know who I am?
Why does she give a damn about me?
I've got two tickets to Iron Maiden, baby.
Come with me Friday, don't say maybe.
I'm just a teenage dirtbag, baby...like you. ooh.
ooh yeah...dirtbag.
No she doesn't know what she's missin'
Teenage Dirtbag -- Wheatus
Sunday, January 07, 2007
Due to extravagant spending in the financial year 2007, the Lordship of Louser is now on the very brink of bankruptcy. Once peaking slightly over the millennium mark, the gold balance in the bank has dwindled, through relentless attrition battles with the evil construct of mankind, known as "the holidays".
This unholy contrivances, ironically named "the holidays", is indeed, one of the greatest scourge to the existence of humanity. It steals your motivation for work, undermines your morale as it draws to an end and mercilessly puts out your fitness like a pouring rain of chocolate and junk food, with the very frequent downpour of fried chicken to the fray. Like a cheap and lousy drug, its abrupt end will purge you into a hangover of depression, and no doubt, all you can do is to look forward to another large dose of it.
Lord Louser has now decided that financial prudence is the way to go in 2007, and henceforth, His Greatness has drawn up a financial plan for 2007, lasting a total of 43 weeks, stretching from this very day to the day of ultimate deliverance, dully named "O.R.D.". Such is his determination that he is going to draw out weekly financial audit every Sunday.
Begone! Days of financial mismanagement and recklessness! And behold the new and bright and happy and cheerful and promising future!
Saturday, January 06, 2007
I shall never waste my life away again like previous year by:
1) Focusing on yesterday's failures- No more "If only" and "why didn't I?" for me. I have to learn from my mistakes, put the past behind and then move on with life fast.
2) Anxiety over today's troubles- If I can fix it then do it. If not, move on or seek help. Never will I waste time again worrying about things which I have no control over.
3) Worrying about tomorrow's uncertainly- I will remind myself that its today I'm living, not tomorrow. And if I do the things that I have to do today, tomorrow will take care of itself.
4) Allowing procrastination to dominate my life- Procrastination is indeed a fuking waste of time. Enough said.
Most importantly, I have to convince myself to do the things I have to do when it ought to be done, whether I like it or not. Actually,there are still many issues about myself that I have thought through but I'm publishing them up here mainly because its more of a private thingy and I feel that the 4 faults that I mentioned earlier are very common among us all so this can serve as a reminder to everyone out there.
*A new year, a fresh start
--xiaoxin--
Friday, January 05, 2007
1. Win the Singapore Big Sweep. ( I will.)
2. Secure a place in L.S.E. and secure the finance to afford my studies.
3. Earn $100000 more from other means. (excluding SG sweep.)
4. Clear all army tests by earliest opportunites.
5. Be happy and less angry.
6. I forgot haha.
Monday, January 01, 2007
1. to improve my game - increase stamina; increase strength; increase work rate; increase creativity; increase composure.
2. to master guitar.
3. everyone around me to be happy and healthy always =]
4. lastly, to be a better man =PpPppPp
